All is dead

Here i am, questioning the meaning of my existence; whats the point behind it all. Is there a point? Right now i feel hopeless, as if all traces of hope have melted like cheap chinese toys left outside on a hot day.
I wonder if anyone knows the answers, the ones which really matter. The answer to this pit they call life. The pit i can not crawl out of. I just want to get away from it all, everything, i need something new yet it never comes. Love is nothing but an illusion, a dream i can no longer create. I don't believe in it anymore, belief is wearing me down.

The ideology of nihilism, scary to most but its the only safe haven i can find, it is the peace to me inner battle, the tranquility to the raging stormsm, but what can you do there's no changing the sad truth