Desperate

Do you sometimes feel desperate, even hopeless about everything. you know life, the whole nine yards? i do, i don't know anything anymore. It's as though the more you try and know the less you understand. I'm at a point where everything seems grey, there is no colour, no purity, no taste. Just the same grey texture of life

I don't think its a phase, its more of a condition. I have cultivated it since i can remember i guess its just a part of me that i have to learn to live with