the search continues

I want to see the world, everything. From the coliseums to Mexico, it’s all I can look forward to. I never want to settle down. When you stop moving you feel the pain, i want to be numb to it, run away from it and never give it time to settle upon me. Can I truly escape the pain or if the pain a part of me? Is the pain something that will stay within me until the end of my days, until that day when life crumbles intop the blankness beneath it? I don’t know the answers to these questions. I never have answers, all I do is ask