Drifting into the unknown

drifting... i have been floating about the cloud of the unknown, searching for more answers. I guess that's all i ever do; i search. It all feels pointless like the path i walk leads me to nowhere, yet i cling on hoping for something to change

The thing is life never changes, everything remains the same, from the bitter taste of defeat to the cold heart longing for some warmth, some sense of self. The sense of self to comfort this cold heart. This heart which lack warmth with each struggle it endures. The war can't last forever, something has to give.

I'm almost certain i will never find what i'm looking for, whenever it seems as though the answer is at my fingertips slowly that feeling slips away and i'm stuck in the same rut i have always been in. I don't care if i don't make sense, it doesn't matter, nothing matters, not the fact that we are alive, nothing at all.

Good and Bad

I was reading through someone's blog something about evil and good. it got me wondering is there really such a thing as good and bad, isn't it all subjective. It's only bad when it suits you. If i murdered one man to save thousands of life would i be bad because i killed someone, or would the fact that i saved more lives overwrite the evil deed?

Is good and bad defined by what the law, religion or culture tells us is a crime? Laws differ from country to country, abortion is legal where i stay, it could be different for you. Same sex marriages are legal here and illegal elsewhere.

People have different cultures, in some indian cultures when a woman has twins one of the baby has to be killed as a sacrifice, if you told them that was bad what would be the rational basis for your argument. Leave out all your beliefs and differentiate, rationanlly what good and bad is because from where i am standing i really do not see much of a difference